DEATH TO ARTLOVEZYOUBACK

As some of you know- Artlovesyouback has lived with me forever and is so dear to me, a testament and commitment to my love of Art.

Artlovezyouback was a love letter to the one thing that I always felt loved by. A youthful gesture of praise to what the whole world enjoys- whether movies, art, music, poetry- WE ALL SEEM TO FEEL SEEN DEEPLY BY ART IN A WAY THAT FEELS UNCONDITIONAL.

And it shall live on still, that's the thing about something you truly love- it should be left as is- if it is meant to return with the same feeling but fresh eyes- it always will.

The past couple of years have ripped me apart and put me together again over and over again. I have built myself up from the ground and I am grateful truly to exist...

LITERALLY if God wanted me dead in the past 3 years he wouldn't of kept me alive through the recent events, there was A LOTTT of close calls haha. I was caught by angels from 8 metres and placed gently on the concrete beneath me, I have been thrown from trees with an erased memory that felt like stepping into an alternative reality (only now has my vision cleared and a version on myself settled again back into the trees I was raised sitting in). I found and lost who I believe was the love of my life and around the same time a past partner died way too young which made my love for my soul mate even deeper and the want to hold them physically even stronger- I was convinced their death was a sign the love I had in my chest for my soulmate had reason else I wouldn't of been put through the pain of those seasons (I am still working with this one). I snapped my leg apart and started dancing again in 3 months time through I believe entirely inner WILL TO BEND REALITY AND THE EXTENSIVE POWERS OF THE HUMAN MIND.

Visualisation, Meditation, Determination, Reality Shape Shifting, Natural Medicine and Mindset Alteration. Nature heals me often and in nature I notice every season must end for it to ever exist again and killing ARTLOVEZYOUBACK was as necessary as dying my hair brown after my break up (it sounds stupid but it was). Sometimes we must challenge our reality to truly see what lies ahead- and I am one who does not fear beginning again.

Doing this has shown me to not be scared to die however that means EGO, MIND, SPIRITUALLY, PHYSICALLY AND IN ALL REALMS.

THAT NOTHING OF VALUE IS EVER LOST.

The value of the lesson, the pain of the change or the love buried deep in your chest- it all amounts to the importance of your journey and I don't know about you but when I am faced with the thought

which side will you flip? the choice is yours?

So here I am starting again, although the death of what was is scary and I feel unsure- the excitement of what's to come, my new found confidence in where my feet stand- fills my heart with warmth. I know that all that I have become in the process of my rebirth has already landed me even more self assured in trusting all that is to come.

You can never be lost if you ask yourself where you are

And I feel all of this already before it has even become.

IT IS JUST THE BEGINNING OF YOUR NEW CHAPTER DEAR ONE, I BELIEVE IN YOU MORE THAT YOU KNOW. LISTEN TO THOSE WHO SHOW YOU THEY SEE YOU FOR WHERE YOU HAVE BEEN, ARE AND WILL BE BUT MOST OF ALL LISTEN TO YOUR SOUL.

IF CHANGE IS CALLING, GROW.

LOVE ZIM